2003-07-19 - 6:42 p.m.
sorry i haven't been able to update that much. life has been rather hectic here in illinois, but i'll tell you one thing, i'm soo very happy!!!
.. and still in love with josh!! *big smiles*
i think making the decision of coming to illionis was the best ever. at first, being alone during the day sucked. i'll admit that. but i started to realize that i'd rather only spend a few hours with josh as opposed to just hearing him on the phone for hours and hours a day..
i miss my family. i didn't think i would. but i do. i miss them so much. esp my sis. not seeing her every day has made me realize that i do have a best friend. i just didn't think that a sister could be a best friend, i guess. until i was away. I LOVE YOU ELLE!!!
well.. i can't type too long, but i just wanted to write all and say that i miss my diarylanders soo much!!! you guys were a LARGE part of my life.. and STILL ARE! don't ever think you aren't..
you guys are always in my heart..
miss you lots!!!
hugs and kisses,
mary
