2003-04-05 - 4:42 p.m.
when a girl is dating a sailor..
wait.
let me restate that...
.. seriously invovled with a sailor..
she should not watch Pearl Harbour, esp after he just left for Ohio/Chicago for six months.
i cried. and cried. and cried.
the tears were just falling. and i called him up to just talk to him because .. man! that movie was amazing. i enjoyed it.
.. i had gotten mixed reviews when it came out.
some said it was lame. your typical war/love story.
some said it was amazing. the war story was intertwined perfectly with the love story.
well. i enjoyed it.
i've never been one to be swayed by what one will say about movies. i just watch it, but i had never been able to get through the whole movie for one reason or another. usually, i'd fall asleep because my neice would decide we'd watch it at three in the morning. and that movie was LONG!!
.. well. today, i cracked open the movie, and i watched it.
*WOW*
.. but aside from that, josh and i have talked several times since he's left.
i was telling him that i had this thought in my head that i would not be hearing his voice for days and days on end.. and that our relationship would slowly fade away...
but, when we talked lastnight [twice, in fact] i knew that was not the case.
we're in this one for the long haul, as he said. we're getting engaged once he gets back in six months and than we're getting married around january/february.
he asked me several times lastnight if he had done enough.. if we danced enough, hugged enough, kissed enough, touched enough..
i told him it was enough, but i was thinking it's never enough when the one you love is leaving for six months. never enough.
but i didn't want to tell him that. it would have broken his heart.
*sigh*
but, he'll be back. and i'll have his arms. his kisses. his touches. his twirls.
it'll be wonderful.
.. well. it's one day into him being gone. just be prepared for a count down.
i need to get ready. i have a play tonight. doing hair. bye all.
".. will you be my best friend, if i promise you my heart.."
