2003-05-31 - 2:48 p.m.
the closer it gets for me to be with josh, the harder it seems.
.. that is so weird to me.
just twelve days, guys. twelve freakin' days! i can do this. i know i can. if i can get through two months of being apart from him, i can do these next twelve days.. because i know at the END of these twelve days, i'll be in his arms for the rest of our lives!!
.. what an incredible feeling!!!
he told me the cutest thing last night. we were talking about certain things i had wanted for the wedding, like a stretch escalade and dom perion [sp?]. and he was just replying with "sure's" and "uh huh's" and i was beginning to wonder what was up..
.. he did have a friend with him, and when his roommate got off of the car, he quickly replied "mary, i know i had told you this a while back, but i told everyone here that we were married, so if i'm a bit reluctant to discuss the wedding it's not because i don't WANT to, it's because people would be wondering why we were talking about it like we hadn't been married before.."
i was like "awwwwww!!!!"
i guess they had asked him about the claddagh ring he had worn, and instead of explaining the whole promise ring ordeal, he just told him he was married.. TO ME! *smiles*
i don't know if another girl would react like i would have with a huge "awwwwww, you're tooo sweeet".. but i did! i'm just hopelessly in love!! *laughs*
.. aside from chatting with him today, i've been enjoying the lack of three kids noisy mouths today! *laughs* they went with their father today to adventure landing for tori's bday. i woke up at one today, and when i did, i had realized i had slept UNTIL one o'clock. i had NOT done that since the kids i had moved in. since they have moved in, i have turned into an early bird, not by choice!! *laughs*
it was soo nice, tho!
they'll be here soon, and we'll be celebrating tor's bday with cake and ice cream. that should be neat, tho.
.. well, there's not much else to say. today is a nice slack day, and i'm enjoying it. i believe katrina might be stopping by later on today for a visit. i'm just so happy that in two days, i'll be beginning the ultimate countdown: TEN DAYS!! *smiles*
well, bye for now!!
