2003-03-13 - 11:17 a.m.
.. i don't know what the heck is wrong w/me, and why i've been getting up soo crazily early [nine in the morning today, guys. suprised i didn't updated earlier to pass the time.], but i have.
just damn scary.
oh well.
so, i branched out this week. and i bought two shirts.
one white crotcheted sweater type thingie.
.. the other, a navy blue long-sleeved shirt w/light blue strips.
you are asking why this is considered a branching out?
well, i'm gonna tell ya. i always wear at least one article of clothing that contains the color black. i don't know why. i'm not a goth girl. if anything, i'm the classic, sweater-wearing w/a pair of jeans type girl or a cardigan w/a scarf and a skirt type chica if anything. i just like the color black. always thought it was slimming [and well, that has been proven, girls and boys]. plus, i look good in black. and, hello! sweaters look totally hot in black, thank you!
.. but, josh, as well as others [nikki has been telling me for ages, and the girl even BOUGHT me a pink sweater this winter, and yes, i did wear it several times, hehe!], told me that i should consider wearing more color in my life. so, with that in mind, last week, i had gone out and bought this sweater that had [w/a hint of black in it] beige's, olive's, brown's.. and it looked really nice. i was shocked.
so, from that point on, i kept seeing other shirts and sweaters that had less black, and some that didn't have black at all in them, and i liked them. so, yes, i branched out. and i'm proud of myself.
not only that, but i'm not one of those people who are meant to be dressed in morning constantly. i'm a bright person, always cheery and in a good mood. So, it was bound to move on. break away from the darkness.
*sigh*
.. so, i'm more color for me. i think a lot of people would be shocked.
i think a lot of the reason why i refused to wear more color in high school was because everyone that i hated wanted me to. i would walk towards the theatre every day, and at least one of the drama kids would say to me "Mary, you should wear more color. you would look soo pretty in [insert EXTREMELY bright color here]." For some odd reason, i just liked to irritate them by wearing all black the very next day. it really made my day. and it really did NOT make theirs. i got immense pleasure out of this.
.. well, there is a storm a-brewing outside, and i don't want to be on the computer while surfing the net. i know for a fact josh will come home any minute now and tell me i shouldn't be on, and i honestly, i would like to prove him wrong by not being on before he even get's here [girl's love to do that, boys. just a little trade secret! ;)]
bye all! ;)
