2003-04-20 - 12:07 p.m.
it's amazing the people who end up in your dream..
.. an old friend that occassionally come home from savannah, and everytime she does, she finds time to visit me & mom.
.. a girl that i knew for one semester back in high school, and for those brief moments i had to deal with her, i couldn't stand her.
.. my tenth grade Honors English teacher [i DID see her lastnight at walmart, so i can see why she ended up in the dream..]
i'm not going to go into the dream, honestly. i didn't like it at all.
.. my fears & worries come out in my dreams almost every night. occasionally, i'll have the sweet dream of josh and i sitting on the beach, watching the sun set..
in fact, i hope for those dreams.
but without fail, i have dreams that cause me to force myself to wake up so that i can either not dream at all or or find another dream floating in my head.. like my beach one! :)
.. i was once asked the question: "What would you do if you never dreamed again?"
back when i was asked, i replied "i don't think i'd enjoy sleep ever again.."
but over the past years, my dreams always seem to be a nightmare of my life.. not gorey monsters or mysterious ghosts.. fears of my life.. worries in my life.. and now, i'm questioning the answer i once gave..
*sigh*
