2003-04-02 - 1:31 a.m.
well..
josh leaves in just two days. i don't like this feeling at all.
.. it's been a beautiful six months [two months together as a couple; almost three], but not having him around is going to feel like a part of my heart is missing..
*WOW*
it's all coming clear, tho. saturday morning i'm going to wake up to find my bed occupied my me, twinkie [my kittie], and a few pillows..
.. talk about a hit in face the w/reality.
i will not be use to this at all.
and for six months!!!!
class was cancelled tonight, so i spent the evening eating at Applebees w/josh followed by a walk through walmart. we always enjoy our slacker-ass walk's through walmart.
.. we ended up meeting my sis up at huddle house because lar is working & her kids are at our aunts house tonight for some reason. so, she ate while we talked about SNL based movies and Looney Tunes. very interesting convo's to say the least.
tomorrow'll be fun, tho. josh is getting his star tattoo w/my initials. i'm still a bit.. i don't know.. shocked about that. i'm thinking about getting dice w/his initials as well when he gets back in october. i think it's absolutely sweet, tho. :)
.. after that, we're meeting up w/lar and elle for an evening in jax. the mall and olive garden. most definitely fun.
we haven't spent time w/the two of them in a very long time, and since the two of them are responsible for us, i believe they should have the last visit with josh before he leaves [aside from me, of course. but, that's a given].
thursday will be amazing, i believe. it'll be spent in savannah where we have our very first road trip. it started of romantic & ended romantic. but this time, it'll be.. amazing. we're getting our promise rings. two beautiful claddagh silver rings.
.. so sweet.
well, guys. that's a bit of what will be going on. i don't know if i'll be able to be on in the next few days. just a bit of a warning. life will be extra hectic w/him leaving and packing and what not. wish me luck, tho.
.. i'll need it!
