2003-04-16 - 12:25 a.m.
.. i hate babysitting.
i don't know what i was thinking when i happily told my sister that i would babysit her kids. i must have been taken over by aliens when i said that w/a smiling face..
.. i must be insane!
i woke up at SEVEN this morning to find the kids populating my living room. elle has been having to take lar to work every morning, meaning that i get stuck w/the kids earlier than planned.
grrr!!!
i didn't go to bed until three this morning, so to wake up at seven was a killer.
.. they were a LOT easier today than they were yesterday, that is for sure. i didn't have to yell at will a hundred times, saying that he couldn't play on the computer. he just knew today.
elle got here late. so, i got the kids TOOO early & she got home TOO late. i didn't mind too much when she got here, tho. we got to talk, which is always nice. i miss our convo's.
i heard from my joshie several times today. i love waking up from a nap to hear his voice on the other end of the phone. it reminds me of the many times he would come home & my lazy ass would be asleep. he'd just whisper "hello" in my ear..
.. and cuddle right up next to me.
*sigh*
i miss me some joshie.
well. only two more months until i get to be w/him. i'm muy excited about that.
.. other than that, i hung out w/nikki & her friend, brandon. nice guy. hope all works out for her. she needs to find a nice guy.
we went four wheeling. considering i'm not really one for the outdoors & country-ish things, i do enjoy going four wheeling. it's definitely fun to have the wind in my hair.
i wanted to come home, tho. i was beginning to miss josh's voice [& even tho i ended up calling him from her house, it was so loud over at her place..]
once i got home, i called josh one last time before he headed to bed. we didn't talk too much, but just enough to suffice until tomorrow [where we start the cycle all over again. this thing called long distance.. ]
well. i'm out. i don't really have much else to say except that i'm out of lucky you & that is just not good for me. i need some more!!
night all!
