2003-05-19 - 4:44 p.m.
have i mentioned lately that i don't understand the male species?
i have a friend who i don't really talk to that much because we had a brief relationship. i try to be cordial and make light convo with him, but there's no use. he acts like an ass, but at times, he runs things past me because [i believe] he's still hung up on me..
i'm like "dude! hello!? buuuhh-bye! i'm just trying to be f*ing nice! i'm in love with josh, and no, i'm not TRYING to be with you!!"
whatever.
there are still things that men/guys/boys do that irritate me.
.. i just wish that one day, i'll figure out the male brain. i've already mentioned that if i did do some extensive male brain analysis, i'd find sub sandwiches, football plays, a lot of double D's, and the thought of every sexual position known to man running through their head [of course, there would be the occasional sensitive poetry writing punk boy who's thinking of just the right words to say to the right girl about his love for her. but that's not something you come aruond that much. only if you are so lucky].
i don't know if i'd want to take a walk through the brain of a guy. i think i'd be scared. or rather disgusted.
*laughs*
or maybe the word i'm looking for is disturbed?
who knows!?
i just know i don't know if i really care to know. sometimes, not knowing is better than knowing!
well. i better go. bye all!
