2003-04-29 - 1:51 p.m.
you know, it's pretty sucky when there are only two entries between the last fight i had with my mom..
.. it seems like lately, all mom and i do is fight. i don't know. maybe it's just a routine i have to accept right now.
i know she's upset. she's mad that i'm moving in with josh before i get married, THOUGH SHE WILL NOT ADMIT THIS! in fact, she encourages it. but i know it. i mean, i have been her daughter for 20 years. you tend to know what irritates or upsets the person you call your mother..
.. i'm just afraid that mom and i will get into a HUGE fight.. and i'll leave. just up and leave. and i hate that thought. i hate it, but i can only take so much. i can only deal with her being pissed off at me.. or dissappointed with me.. for so long..
oh well. this will blow over. it always does.
