2003-05-26 - 7:43 p.m.
today was a pretty amazing day.
.. it might have a lot to do with the fact that i went shopping, and i purchased some beautiful clothes for my move..
so, it was a great, amazing, beautiful day!
i woke up relatively early, and i watched reruns of golden girls and the nanny. that was mucho fun. the family decided that we had to do something fun, esp since it was my sister's last day of her vacation.
being girls, we decided to head to jax and have a day of shopping.
i ended up purchasing a beautiful black, salsa-like dress with a jacket to match. i'm so pleased with it because it's exactly what i had wanted. i had pictured it in my mind, and when i was in the store, there it was, before my eyes.
.. and it was on sale!!
originally 160 dollar dress marked down to 60 dollars!! amazing AMAZING deal! i love deals like that.
after that, we went to the burlington coat factory, where i checked to see if i could get a nice coat for chicago. i know it won't get too cold while i'm there to begin with, but once november hits, WOW! it's gonna get Coooolllddd!!! *smiles*
.. and i'm so looking forward to it.
you know, the past few days have been hell. absolute hell. but, i've done some thinking. and i've put some things together.
if i didn't miss my family back home, i'd be insane. these people are worth missing. i've spent every day of the past 20 years with these amazing people.. and to leave will be hard..
.. but, i'll be with the most amazing guy in the whole entire world. i'll be with my best friend. the man that i've dreamed my whole life for. the one guy that i think of when i wake up in the morning, and i dream of when i go to bed at night.
and missing him has been harder than missing my family.
i've also realized that .. well, friends come and go, but the guy you'll fall in love with and marry will take their place..
isn't it funny how that saying changes? *laughs*
.. and i know that sounds horrible, but a lot of things are bound to change. and i know that i'll have friends when i'm married.. but i know that i'm gonna lose some..
i don't know if i'm making sence. who knows!!! *laughs*
i just know that the past few days have been up and down.. an emotional roller coaster.. but today was lots of fun.. and i'm so glad that i was able to have it.. i'm very thankful for my family.. *big smiles*
well. i think i shall go. need to call me joshie!! *smiles*
