2003-06-11 - 4:17 p.m.
as i sat here, burning my cd's for my move, listening to some of the songs that remind me of josh..
i realized something.
i'm going to be in his arms tomorrow. not just for a brief moment in time. tomorrow, i'll be in his arms forever. i'll be able to cuddle with him. kiss his lips. whenever i feel the need to turn around and just kiss him.
.. i'm so happy right now. as scared as i am leaving the one place that has always been safe to me...
but he's always been safe to me. secure.
and as scared as i'll be saying goodbye to my family and close friends, i'll know that when i get off that plane tomorrow, i'll be walking right into the arms of someone who will keep me safe.. secure..
*sigh*
tomorrow. is for us.
